Daggonnit!

I feel sore, like I've been using muscles. But today, I did not lose anything.  I think I gained .2 lbs. THIS SUCKS!
I'm really angry.  I am watching the biggest loser and I think I need to work harder. I just had a 500 calorie dinner b/c I STUPIDLY waited too long to eat.  I'm still under my calories b/c my other meals were very low.  I even ran more today, I was feeling proud. But then I screwed up at dinner and now I'm all mad at myself. I so wish I did have a gym.  I'd go right now! I can't afford it! DAMN!
Ok, so I need to do some crunches till I can't, and lift weights til I can't. I need to stay driven. I'm going to go back to school soon and it will not be ok for me to slack off b/c I'm "tired". Ok, bedtime, it is too late....